This is a wonderful picture, but with it comes a bit of a sad story. I hesitate to tell it, but for the sake of history I will. All day mother's day I was anticipating "my missionary phone call" from Dallin. I carried my phone with me everywhere I went. I even walked out of the Branch meeting, because I had forgotten my phone, I did go back so that I could hear Scott's talk. It was a beautiful tribute to mom's, to Sherry and to me. He is so thoughtful, loving and spiritual. Anyway. By 4pm I was getting worried that Dallin wasn't going to call, because it would be 8pm his time. So I started to get teary and emotional. Then at mom's people were asking me how the "phone call went" so then I got more emotional. DeWitt and Scott wrote an e-mail to Dallin kind of laying on the guilt. Not kind of really laying it on. On Monday when Dallin read it, he felt bad of course, but he explained that he had asked a sister in the ward, to send me an
e-mail explaining the instructions of how to call. I was supposed to skype him, so he was waiting by the computer all afternoon, waiting for me to call him. Oh my heart breaks when I have to tell this story. Dallin wrote not to dwell on this, but that we would talk this afternoon, and everything would be fine! He is such a joy. I forgot how his smile would make me smile. Talking and being able to see Dallin made me so happy. I felt like I had no worries in the world. I love being a missionary mom. I love watching DeWitt prepare for his mission. He is anxious to leave already. I love to see all of my kids living and breathing the gospel. I love to see their testimonies in action. The joy that I'm feeling right now, cannot be described in words. I love my family so much, and I'm so grateful to a loving Heavenly Father who has blessed me so much. The only thing I can think of to repay him is to live righteously and be an instrument in his hands, which I'm so willing to be. |
Rebecca, your life is so wonderful, so many loving people in it, doing exciting things. I'm so glad you blog and that you let me steal your great pictures for my blog!
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